Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Big News Reveal... And no I'm not pregnant

Well I guess it's time to explain myself. For the past several months I've hinted at my life needing... well some change. I was happy with a lot of aspects of my life and unhappy with a lot of aspects in my life. I finally decided me and only me could make this change. I owed it to myself, my husband, my family and even my sweet friends who constantly are soo supportive to make a change. So it began...

The job hunt. Yes... the most difficult, zero results, frustrating hunt known to man kind. At least in Atlanta with a 9.3% unemployment rate, zero connections and I know little about the city. So it began. Qualifications:

*Shorter commute (currently I'm at 2-3 hours a day)
*Something semi related to my career path/ goals (marketing, PR, events, coordination, etc)
*Something I could actually enjoy, fully dive into and gain something in return
*Different environment- maybe younger, not so corporate stuffy
*Different hours- I would like to see my husband more than 15 minutes a day (literally)

Sooo off it went.... after 200+ emails, applications, deperation within the past few months the good Lord has shown me HIS timing verus MY timing and....


I wish I could explain in words the relief, the joy, the lack of stress and the happiness I have about all of this. My last day at my job now is June 17th. I decided to take 2 weeks off to just relax, get a LOT of things accomplished and regroup before starting the new job July 5th.

It was a LOT of work, tears, stress and heartache. It wasn't easy. But it wasn't up to me. It wasn't my plan or my choice but God knew what I needed, what I wanted and what was best for our lives right now. There was no celebration, no how proud we are of you, no nothing.... Just me myself and I trying to make something of a career for myself. Trying to support hubs through school and trying to live out life through the Lord.







Friday, June 3, 2011

La Da Da Da La Da Da....

Today...my friends... is a good day....

Let me tell you why.

1. I have 2 hours and 45 minutes left of work till I am outta here for the weekend. (PRAISE the good Lord)


2. I am headed to where else... home sweet home Tennessee


3. I finally get to have some normal socialization in my life.... bachelorette party tonight downtown Nashville. Let me tell you... I need this. I need to let lose and have some fun. And see these girls who i love ohh sooo much

(all blinged out I must say now)

3. I get to spend tomorrow with my Pa at his new digs- the PT facility- trying to get him stronger for some ass kicking cancer treatment (aka radiation).

4. I have some VERY and let me say VERYYYYY exciting news to share soon... For any of you on the long haul with me and this blog you might have a clue as to what this is.... A few more things to confirm and finalize and you will be seeing one hell of a post coming your way :) Stay tuned.

5. This just might be the cheeriest post i've done in a  month now :) Hopefully we are starting a new trend!

HAPPY WEEKEND!!!


Thursday, June 2, 2011

Seriously.....

Soo I tried this last week... I went to post... it deleted everything... so I gave up, cussed blogger and called it a day. Lets try again.



Seriously... why is my life NOT in the place I want it right now. Definitely hit pretty low lately. Grandpa is dying, hubs just got word due to STUPID school wanting MORE money they are pushing back his graduation 3 more monhs- UGHHHHH, Professionally I am completely not where I think I need to be, I am the most impatient person in the world and I've been staring at my phone for the last 10 days now waiting for some good news... NADA. 

Seriously.... I need a vacation. Hubs keeps saying we dont need to spend the money... what he doesn't understand is right now it's NOT about the money but about my sanity. I have a lot on me right now and honestly its not about the pretty beach or fruity drinks (although both would be nice). I need to get away. I need to relax.. I need a vacation before I lay on the floor and have a major breakdown.

Seriously... why are families so complicated?! Shouldn't they be the easiest part of your life... its FAMILY! Let me just tell you its not.... Blended/ divorce families are soo damn difficult. Whose kid is whose, who do we favor, who did what or who didn't do what. It's endless and right now it sucks. I just wish everyone could get over the BS and get along, or invite you on their family vacationm, or remeber your apart of the family... should I go on?! :)

Seriously.... it's in the mid 90's in Atlanta today... miserable. If I was at the pool soaking up the sun I might not be complaining... but in my work stuff sweating walking to the car for lunch and back.... yea no thanks!


Seriously.... I am the most un-fun, un-cheery, un-happy blogger I know right now! If anyone... and I'm being completely serious has any connections in Atlanta PLEASE let me know! I'm at the verge of desperate. Message me for more info.

Seriously.... I need to get with it!!




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