Soo I tried this last week... I went to post... it deleted everything... so I gave up, cussed blogger and called it a day. Lets try again.
Seriously... why is my life NOT in the place I want it right now. Definitely hit pretty low lately. Grandpa is dying, hubs just got word due to STUPID school wanting MORE money they are pushing back his graduation 3 more monhs- UGHHHHH, Professionally I am completely not where I think I need to be, I am the most impatient person in the world and I've been staring at my phone for the last 10 days now waiting for some good news... NADA.
Seriously.... I need a vacation. Hubs keeps saying we dont need to spend the money... what he doesn't understand is right now it's NOT about the money but about my sanity. I have a lot on me right now and honestly its not about the pretty beach or fruity drinks (although both would be nice). I need to get away. I need to relax.. I need a vacation before I lay on the floor and have a major breakdown.
Seriously... why are families so complicated?! Shouldn't they be the easiest part of your life... its FAMILY! Let me just tell you its not.... Blended/ divorce families are soo damn difficult. Whose kid is whose, who do we favor, who did what or who didn't do what. It's endless and right now it sucks. I just wish everyone could get over the BS and get along, or invite you on their family vacationm, or remeber your apart of the family... should I go on?! :)
Seriously.... it's in the mid 90's in Atlanta today... miserable. If I was at the pool soaking up the sun I might not be complaining... but in my work stuff sweating walking to the car for lunch and back.... yea no thanks!
Seriously.... I am the most un-fun, un-cheery, un-happy blogger I know right now! If anyone... and I'm being completely serious has any connections in Atlanta PLEASE let me know! I'm at the verge of desperate. Message me for more info.
Seriously.... I need to get with it!!
I'm so sorry you're having a rough time right now. Girl, divorced parents are not fun. I'm having issues with trying to make equal time for when I visit and it's stressful. Praying for you today!
ReplyDeleteI'm in need of a major sanity vacation, too! I'm sorry to hear that your going through a rough time. Just remember, all family's have their issues -- mine is SUPER CRAZY. :) Hope things get better!
ReplyDeleteJust an idea- if you need a little getaway but don't want to spend the money, Doug and I did a 'staycation' in Atlanta for our anniversary. We did all new things that we hadn't done before here, stayed in a hotel in Buckhead (you can find amazing deals last minute!), and it honestly felt like we were on a vacation!
ReplyDeleteSorry you're struggling right now...I was this way a few months ago. Unfortunately we all go through these ups and downs and it is so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel but it's there, I assure you!
ReplyDeleteI hope you have a good relaxing weekend at home and enjoy the time you have with your Pa :)